Blech.

It all came back to me tonight. I miss the baby so much. I just loved him/her so much and he/she was so wanted. It's not fair. I should be preparing for the baby, feeling it move, talking to it...

I was doing much better...I think work has provided a great distraction, but I've been bottling everything up for the past week or so.

I just feel so drained and worn out.